1. Track 2020

    The Looking Glass

    The cold isolation of the early pandemic distilled into three minutes.

  2. Artwork 2015

    Butterflies

    A pen drawing from a period of deep existential longing. I gave a print to someone I met on a dating app once.

  3. Letter April 2014

    Mallsterbating

    My account of getting stoned and wandering through shopping malls to trigger childhood nostalgia, pining for a bygone era.

  4. Letter October 2013

    Leaving my privately defined world

    A decade of daily cannabis use dismantled my empathy and convinced me I was thriving. This is the reckoning... but the pendulum swung back and now I love cannabis again.

  5. Album 2011

    Elias Moniker: The A.K.A.

    I rented a garage off Mississippi Ave in Portland and poured every dollar I had into this record. By far my best work.

    Elias Moniker: The A.K.A.
    1 The Urge
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    1. 01 The Urge
    2. 02 Flip
    3. 03 Do It Like This
    4. 04 Fresh Off The Press
    5. 05 With You
    6. 06 Good Boy
    7. 07 Freak Wit Me
    8. 08 Cartoon Dream
  6. Track 2010

    Hipster Chick

    My satirical ode to Portland scenesterism.

  7. Track 2008

    Breakfast Bitch

    Improvised in one sitting on a digital piano in a new Portland apartment.

  8. Album 2007

    Twisted Transgender Love Affair

    Sophomore year of college. Psychedelic drugs, Lords of Acid, and Rocky Horror meet to deliver this macabre and gruesome tale.

    Twisted Transgender Love Affair
    1 Twisted Transgender Love Affair
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    1. 01 Twisted Transgender Love Affair
  9. Track 2007

    Teacher, Teacher!

    Genre-bending absurdism that remains my favorite impulse.

    Teacher, Teacher! From Volume One
  10. Track 2006

    Viograph

    I wrote this track in college under the spell of Aphex Twin and Squarepusher. Mangled violins and breakbeats.